If you're wondering if this is how life is supposed to be, whether it be good, bad or something in between, remember that it is the life you chose and that you can continue to shape. I often say to myself, "so this is what growing up is like," and honestly, I don't really know how I feel about it all. I wonder if I'll ever reach those other goals I set out to do, or if I'll fall into this lull and and watch those goals transform into distant dreams. Then I remind myself that I am in control of that.
Last year, as crazy as it was, really helped me discover the things I wanted, needed; the things that moved me and filled my heart. Nothing went as planned, but I am glad it has brought me here. But now that the dust has settled in my renewed New York/New Jersey life, it's time to refocus and find that discipline that got me here in this mess in the first place.
What a beautiful mess this is.
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I started this blog in January 2010 just as I was moving to NYC to keep my family and friends informed of all of my adventures. Since then, it's become, well, this. So here.. Here are my stories, my thoughts, my rants, my worries, my fears, my hopes and my dreams. Figuring out life as it happens and trying to be the most optimistic person I know. Happy you could join me on my adventure :)
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